Telling Jordan has sucked more than I could have imagined. She was so very excited to have a new sibling and hasn't had any exposure to death.
I'm feeling pretty numb about a lot of things.
I'm feeling pretty angry about a lot of things.
I feel like she knew how much she was loved and wanted.
I feel like I let her down.
I feel like I let all who loved her already down.
I want, and hope, I can get some answers to why this happened.
I love Vivian Eve, and I miss her already.
