today's THE day

It's 4:48 as I start this post. Jordan & Norah are sleeping peacefully unaware that today is the day. Jordan knows that Norah is going back to the hospital, but I don't think she understands much more than that. Norah seems to get that something is changing, but I know she doesn't know what.

In 2 hours we need to be at pre-op again. Hopefully they'll start with anesthesia around 8, and then, if all goes smoothly & there aren't any additional repairs that need to be made, we can be back by her side around 3 or 4.

I'm ready for today to be a memory. I'm ready to have my baby healthy and as far away from surgeons as possible.